Ablaze My Sorrow

Demo '95 tracks

Lyrics

1. THE RAIN THAT FALLS...

Alone I wonder in this misty forest
In this my (own) world of darkness
There are no lights that show me the way
The screams from my past surround me

The rain that falls tastes like blood
The blood that falls enchantes my soul
The chickets around me burn like fires
The fires around me enchantes my soul

Fear ain't a part of me, my feelings are no longer mine
Here in this my kingdom
Where the trees are my people
And the rivers my servants

The rain that falls tastes like blood
The blood that falls enchantes my soul
The chickets around me burn like fires
The fires around me enchantes my soul

Is this a dream or is this me




2. DENIAL (THE WAY TF THE STRONG)

This is the way of my living
This is the choice of my life
Will I be weak and obey you?
No, I'll stand strong and be me

I deny - your god
And all that - he stands for
I can't - understand
How someone - can follow your pathetic lies

I spit on you and I spit on your god
I have chosen my way to live

You say that I shall love
I say that I shall hate

If Jesus made wine out of water
Then I'll make wolves out of sheep




3. MY LAST JOURNEY

Without noticing the pouring rain
I sliced my wrist with my knife
I couldn't ignore the endless pain
The last thing in my dreary life

"Dark clouds filled the open sky
My heart was filled with hate
I bent down on my knees and cried
Is this really my fate?"

"I'll never again see the sun rise
Cause now I'm in my eternal bed
Death is so sweet and nice
And I enjoy being dead"

On this, my last journey