3rd Strike

Lost Angel tracks

Lyrics

1. FLOW HEAT

Resist one more time walked the line
Burning through the pages of my life
Cuz i can't help myself decide
If i wasn't to live or die
Try to understand why i'm killing myself with my own hand
No solution
Mass confusion
That situation that i'm facing
Can't stop chasing memories
I can't ignore these casualties
Fallacies come with ease off the tongue of the enemy
That voice keeps telling me
Gotta find myself

Can't keep living off and on
Turn my head and all is gone
Can't let it get the best of me no
Time keeps ticking on and on
Turn my head and all is gone

Night falls no sleep
Start to flow heat
Straight to my veins
Eliminate the pain
The warm feeling healing my soul
Dealing control
Sanctuary necessary to let go
And before i die heal myself inside
And before i die kill myself inside
Gotta find myself

Can't keep living off and on
Turn my head and all is gone
Can't let it get the best of me no
Time keeps ticking on and on
Turn my head and all is gone

Can't let go
No way stay clear never back trak
Keep you head on straight
Know where your hearts at
Stay real to yourself
Never give up you get up find yourself inside
Yourself
Time marches on and on
And still the same old song
Boredom perpetuates stagnation which creates
Confusion in you head
Depression that you dread
So check that mental health
You got to free yourself now
Gotta find myself

Can't keep living off and on
Turn my head and all is gone
Can't let it get the best of me no
Time keeps ticking on and on
Turn my head and all is gone

Can't let it get the best of me no
Can't let it get the best of me no
Can't let it get the best of me no
Can't let it get the best of me no




2. WALKED AWAY

Feels so cold to be abandoned
I can't see past what you have done
Memoried how they fade away
Now you want to come back
I walked away from you
No fuckin' tears for them lost years
I took the pain then i turned it to hatred
So dead to me
No fantasy
My own blood is the enemy remedy
Long gone test me be strong
Let me move on
Kill the memories
That i see only tragedy
From his belt to his hands to his fist
I can't felive this
I can't forgive this

I locked you out
These years
This hatred
Cries in my head
You died in my head

Steady coming with that friendly fire
Shooting me down
Two caps to the back
Dropped face first
Hit the ground
Never around
So in the fucking mind you're dead
And now that you're alone you want to be my friend to
Foe
Who got control
Now i'm the one that's walking away
So what do you gotta say
Lying bruised and beat
Kicked to the curb
You're not my gather dont bother because you never were
Take that motherfucker

I locked you out
These years
This hatred
Cries in my head
You died in my head

Striving forever to find who i am
Striving forever to find who i am
Abandonment how i can taste it
My resentment time to face it
On my knees oh god replace it
Can't believe it i cant take it

On the brink of a break down
No love found in my soul
Straight from the get go
Nothing left in this heart
Just a motherfucking stab in the back
Back in my life
Yeah right

I locked you out
These years
This hatred
Cries in my head
You died in my head

Stabbed in the back
Filled with hate
Nothing else to say
Cuz i walked away




3. REDEMPTION

Would you let me take control
If i told you that i would never love another
Build a prison for you soul
With the shelter i provide
Surely we could live forever

Feel addiction take control
I know no other way
Reality it's just fantasy again
If i could penetrate you soul
I'd help you find a way to make fantasy reality again

Would you let me take you home fulfill my every need keep you
In this spell you're under
Cause nows the time to let you know
If you only take my hand never will there be another

Feel addiction take control
I know no other way
Reality it's just fantasy again
If i could penetrate you soul
I'd help you find a way to make fantasy reality again

Hold you down again
I won't let you breath
I see redemption in your eyes although i always seem to make you cry
So high off the pain that i give to you
Hold you down till you can't breath you can't leave
Or perceive that you're better off without me
I cut you down before you get a chance to doubt me
No love is sicker than the one we've found
Keep a frown on you face so you'll never replace me

Feel addiction take control
I know no other way
Reality it's just fantasy again
If i could penetrate you soul
I'd help you find a way to make fantasy reality again




4. BLIND MY EYES

I can see that you can't see
The blind leads the blind
One voice one mind
Guess you bought the facade
So give up you soul to the tv god now
No struggle no fight
When you're told what is wrong and told what is right
Not a thought not a peep
Cuz you have no say in the land of the sheep
Can't think for yourself
Lie down get beat
By the media's primary function
Brainwash the masses death and destruction
Burn my eyes till my sight is blurred
Herd the flock where the flock can't be heard
Land of the sheep home of the slave
One foot in the grave no we can't be saved

They blind my eyes gear of my mind
Resist the system light up let it burn
They blind my eyes for fear of my mind
Won't submit to my suicide

Ignorance breeds ignorance
Amidst all the pain
Anger guilt and shame
Violence seems the american dream
Its playing 24-7 on the silver screen
Targed our childern
Product to sell
No rehabilition
Crime vacation
Land of the sheep lost generation

They blind my eyes gear of my mind
Resist the system light up let it burn
They blind my eyes for fear of my mind
Won't submit to my suicide

You can't reject me
Take away my pride
You say you hate me
How can you hate me
You helped create me
And now i stand
You nightmare has been given life
Never die never die

They blind my eyes gear of my mind
Resist the system light up let it burn
They blind my eyes for fear of my mind
Won't submit to my suicide

And think for yourself
Resist resist
And think for yourself
Resist
Don't surrender
You have got to think




5. NO LIGHT

Look away cuz i'm strange in my mind
Let's make a place for me
So i feel right inside

Lost what is gone need to know to carry on
If i'd only see the light
Maybe then i'd be alright
I know they'd rather see me down
On my knees than on my feet
Tell me what's this world we're living in
Sometimes it seems so strange

On the outside looking in no light
Another man with a blood shot soul
Get up don't be one stand up
Control destiny don't back away
Guns are blasting
Hating me
Can't take me
I've got to survive
First the order the hit
Then forget it's all justified
No retreat defeat
All that complete
Life full of tears
Sin for 2000 years

Be not afraid thats what they say
I'm fed more lies
See my violent self
All has passed away
But dreams stay alive

Lost what is gone need to know to carry on
If i'd only see the light
Maybe then i'd be alright
I know they'd rather see me down
On my knees than on my feet
Tell me what's this world we're living in
Sometimes it seems so strange

On the outside looking in no light
Another man with a blood shot soul
Get up don't be one stand up
Control destiny don't back away
Guns are blasting
Hating me
Can't take me
I've got to survive
First the order the hit
Then forget it's all justified
No retreat defeat
All that complete
Life full of tears
Sin for 2000 years

Test the best
Check pride inside minds
Never the enemy
I ain't ever going to die
First you're here today
And then you're gone tomorrow
Why must we live this way everyday wasting our lives
Not all has gone away
I shed a tear of sorrow
Too bad we couldn't stay
One more day follow me tonight
Follow me tonight
Let's go fly away tomorrow
Where everything's alright
Everything's alright

On the outside looking in no light
Another man with a blood shot soul
Get up don't be one stand up
Control destiny don't back away
Guns are blasting
Hating me
Can't take me
I've got to survive
First the order the hit
Then forget it's all justified
No retreat defeat
All that complete
Life full of tears
Sin for 2000 years




6. CITY'S ON FIRE

Burn
My city's on fire
Burn
Modern day tragedy
Crime on the rise
Police brutality
My reality's b-a-d
Cuz the f-a-c-t of the matter's
Getting sadder
Check it
No unity in my community
Everyone for themselfes
That's they way it's gotta be
Don't think twice in this false paradise
One step ahead
Or you'll end up dead

Burn up burn up
My city's on fire
Step the fuck back
That flame's getting higher
Bleed with me bleed with me
Bleed with me
Forever now
Done my time in a world fulla crime
It's my turn to watch babylone burn
Bleed with me bleed with me bleed with me

Now you gotta pray to god cuz it's on
Defeat from the street
Now i know i've been beat burning from the heat
Notter than the flames of hell
Straight scorching me torchin' me
Dirty ash tray dreams
Busting up scenes
It's everyone and everything
The effect is direct and clean from the peasant to the king
No way out this battle's more than we can handle
The town's a slaughter house and we're the fucking cattle

Burn up burn up
My city's on fire
Step the fuck back
That flame's getting higher
Bleed with me bleed with me
Bleed with me
Forever now
Done my time in a world fulla crime
It's my turn to watch babylone burn
Bleed with me bleed with me bleed with me

Feel it

Soul shake down
Headed for a breakdown
My town your town
It's about to go down throw down
Forget about tomorrow
Cuz you can't pay back all the time that you borrowed
It's too late on streets of hate you await your fate
I tell you brother you were gone from the gate
Just another kid swallowed by the streets
And retired
I can smell the smoke shit my city's on fire
We were cursed from birth incarceration planet earth
Sentencedto die and smile on the face of the outcry
Criminal minded blinded i'm barely getting by reminded
Constantly i'm nowhere
That i want to be
Cuz it's real in this battle field
No where to run
No where to hide
Eventually the other side will catch me slippin' on the trip wire
I can smell the smoke
Shit my city's on fire
I can smell the smoke
Shit my city's on fire
I can smell the smoke




7. BREATHE IT OUT

We gotta stop it cuz we can't feed this disease
Too many dead and too many living on their knees
Heavenly father make us stronger
Help us live in peace
Kill this fucking sickness
I need to feel my soul release
We done our time
Yeah we felt the pain that life can give
Everyday steady dying lord
But still we live so confused abused
And still insanity seems the only way that i can feel humanity

Breath it out
Or we sink so far down
So far down

Fool you kill your brother
And you think that makes you a man
Try to tell his mother why she'll never see her son again
Fucking coward go hide behind your false pride
Street talking facade helps you justify this genocide
That's the card you deal
To hide the pain you feel
Claimin' homey love but i'm telling you it isn't real
No ones got your back when it's time for you to go
Cuz when you leave this world
You'll be going out alone

Breath it out
Or we sink so far down
So far down

So try to understand
We've got to save ourselves
Cuz our fate lies in our hands
It's you and no one else

Breath it out
Or we sink so far down
So far down

We gotta breathe it out
We gotta save ourselves
Cry out
Kill the violence
Cryout
Chant the freedom
We gotta breathe it out
We gotta save ourselves
Cry out
Kill the violence
Cry out
Chant the freedom




8. ALL LIES

Lies
Catholic faith, american pride, marital vows, the perfect bride
Fallin' in love, trust in man, someday you'll understand
Blood runs deeper, equal rights, follow me you're safe tonight
Plastic smile, her tear filled eyes
All of these are fucking lies

Everything that i have seen in my life leaves me blind
All are fuckin' lies

Knight in shining armore karma
Dishonor heaven and hell and nirvana
Promises perfect and serve believe in me
You have my word
A.d.d. conversing up assassinations beginners luck
Brother love caucasian christ
All of these are fucking lies

Everything that i have seen in my life leaves me blind
All are fuckin' lies

Fallacies have blackened my soul
And i burn because i feel controlled
So i do what i gotta do
Voice my hatred love has faded
Jaded by the world that i'm living in
Fuck no i ain't that nodel citizen
Just a hood tryin' to get the dividend
Seeing right throught those
They just want to keep us down in this life
So we have no insight to what the fuck is really going on
On the inside
Desensitized to neutalize
So there'll be no resistance aimed at their existence
For instance nine to five slave
Presistence
Brain washing billboards make for big business
Subliminal visuals criminal individuals
Suits and ties disguise the lies they advertise
I'm checking the damage they've done it's like i'm starin'n at the sun
Burnin'
Turning my heart into stone left me
Alone in this battle zone
There ain't no way out
You gotta pay out with
Damnation or pacification

Everything that i have seen in my life leaves me blind
All are fuckin' lies

Everything that i see all lies
Everything that i see all lies
Everything that i see all lies
Everything that i see all lies




9. STRUNG OUT

Listen to me jesus
This disease deceives us
Takes us for a flight
Then shoots us down
We need some protection from this soul infection
Help us save ourselves before we drown
Fight on fight on

I can't release myself
Calm the storm that builds inside
Kill off emotions and i'm strung out again
I can't escape myself
Cuz i've been running all my life
Kill off emotions and i'm strung out again

A little hit can take away my fears
And make me feel a real man
Selling all i have to make me whole
I can feel the fire
Fueling me now i've lost control
Fight on fight on

I can't release myself
Calm the storm that builds inside
Kill off emotions and i'm strung out again
I can't escape myself
Cuz i've been running all my life
Kill off emotions and i'm strung out again

I'm sick and tired of being sick and fucking tired
Heard the last shot rired walked the high wire
No desire left now that i accept
Hanging by a rope seen a little bit of hope gotta cope
This ain't no fucking joke
Cuz my next binge with the syringe might do me in
Take me out
Down for the count
You're living in this chaos that ain't what i'm about
Motherfucker
I see you wasting away
You look at me and you see the same
Why must we be normal and sane
Why must we live this life of pain

I can't release myself
Calm the storm that builds inside
Kill off emotions and i'm strung out again
I can't escape myself
Cuz i've been running all my life
Kill off emotions and i'm strung out again

I'm just a slave headed for the grave anyway
I'm just a slave headed for the grave anyway
I'm just a slave headed for the grave anyway
I'm just a slave




10. LISA

You convinced yourself you had nothing
Nothing left to give
In this world filled with pain
You memory remains
I wish i could have said something
To make you change your mind
But it's done
It's too late

Know everything is wrong
Know everything is wrong
Now that lisa's gone

I remember when we used to be friends
Those high school days are a haze
Now i'm amazed
How the years slipped away
Memories faded but you were always a queen to me
It's so sad to see this loss is a tragedy
No lie playing on my sanity
Now i shed those tears for your family
And everyone who knew you loved you
What went wrong too young to pass on
I can't believe
I can't believe that you achieved to relieve yourself
A broken girl in a mixed up world walked out the door
I hope you found what you were looking for

Know everything is wrong
Know everything is wrong
Now that lisa's gone

Turn another page
I guess that life goes on
Take it day by day
It sometimes feels so wrong
Turn another page
I guess that life goes on
Take it day by day

Know everything is wrong
Know everything is wrong
Now that lisa's gone




11. PARANOID

Finished with my woman
Cause she couldn't help me with my mind
People think i'm insane
Because i'm frowning all the time

All day long i think of things
But nothing seems to satisfy
Thinking i'll lose my mind
If i don't find something to pacify

Can you help me? Are you for my brain?
Oh yeah

I need someone to show me
The things in life that i can't find
I can't see the things that make
True happiness i must be blind

Paranoid

The walls are closing in
I can't breathe can't sleep
Afraid to live another day
Too late to bow my head and prey
Hate flowing through my veins
I can't change re-arrange
Just a victim a casualty
War waged on humanity
Lost my way in the darkness of the daylight
Can't run can't hide
No love no fight
Brought to my knees by this fate i can't avoid
Scared of my own shadow it's a battle living paranoid

Make a joke and i will sigh
And you will laugh and i will cry
Happiness i can not feel
So love to me is so unreal

And so as you hear these words
Telling you now of my state
I tell you to enjoy life
I wish i could but it's too late




12. HANG ON

The past is gone
Fading like the sunset
Fills me up inside
Dropping like a death threat
Well i'm a lover
And then a fighter
No easy rider
Just like my fallen brothers
Watchin' over me
Hip to the game
But the game brought the pain
Starin' at the walls
I'm wondering how i'm gonna make it out
Destiny to victory
You gotta run before you crawl
You must rise above it
Listen up to our life
All your dreams are misgueided
Hang on
Holding on to your pride
But it won't get you what you want
Hang on

Life will bring you up
Life will put you down
Life will build you up
And then burn you down

Step inside and testify
You're starin' at you death
But you won't stop to catch you motherfucking breath
Petty bangsters playin' up the pranksters
Runnin' from the officer
City executioner
Come alive don't dive into the violent life
So leave the light on
Cause i'll be coming right on up
Quick fast
As i dash for the cash
I'm leaving all those other motherfuckers in the past
Listen up to our life
All your dreams are misgueided
Hang on
Holding on to your pride
But it won't get you what you want
Hang on

Life will bring you up
Life will put you down
Life will build you up
And then burn you down