Abacabb

Survivalist tracks

Lyrics

1. INTRODUCTION

9:13, personal note:

When I was a little kid,
My mother told me not to stare into the sun.
So once when I was 6, I did.
The doctors didn't know if my eyes would ever heal.
I was terrified, alone in that darkness.
Slowly, daylight crept through the dim and I could see.

17:22, personal note:

When I was a little kid,
My mother told me not to stare into the sun.
So once when I was 6, I did.




2. INFECTION

Nobody is saying it but everyone is thinking it
Nobody is saying it but everyone is thinking that shit
This camp might be everything but temporary
The infection is coming to wipe out what is left
We are a dying breed
Humanity's reign over this world has fallen seconds pass
I am breathless but I can still ruin
Numbers and technology will determine our fate.
Where will you be?
Lay this land to waste
Fear was never an option
You're all that I have
I'm everything you wish you could be so get fucked
So say your fucking prayers to whoever it is that you Believe In.
Fear was never an option
I'm the infection
So where will you be?
Lay this land to waste
I want to free you from your misery
I'm everything you could be
I'm everything you wish you could be
Nobody is saying it but everyone is thinking it
Nobody is saying it but everyone is thinking that shit
Get fucked.




3. ADDICTION

Why would I take care of you?
Everyone around you, they keep drifting away
Why would I take care of you?
You've got nothing left and I got nothing to say
So where's all this faith and confidence?
I think it's your imagination
Will you take this to hell?
You're not the same.
It's an addiction, can't you admit it?
I can't keep watching, you keep drifting away
I can't look in the mirror without thinking that I came From you.

I have been consumed with lost memories and long sleepless Nights, it's all because of you
You take more and more
It's always one more try
Always coughing up another excuse
If you don't stop now, you're never going to be the same Person I knew
Blood is the only thing that keeps us biological
And I would drain my body of every ounce just to get rid of You.

So where's all your faith and confidence?
I think it's your imagination
Conflicted and addicted
This shit is just as I predicted
Conflicted and still addicted, yet somehow you still can't Admit it
This is an addiction and no one can change it but you.




4. REGRESSION

You selfish bitch, how could you do this to me?
You selfish bitch, you will regret this
You have left me to fend for myself in a world I have never had to live alone
You have left me to fend for myself in a world I have never Had to let go.

What has happened to us?
Is this just a long goodbye?
What will I become?
What will this make of me?
This sickness has engulfed me
My sanity is lost and my true identity revealed
Don't speak of our history
I don't want anything to do with you
You are fucking dead to me.




5. SURVIVALIST

We are survivalists but were all still going to die
We are survivalists
They can kill us but not our pride
Nobody is immortal
Everyone will surely die
So don't get too attached to anyone
For when they let you down, you will still have me inside
(You're) my pride.
Pent up thoughts that I am now releasing
My worries have finally become more than skin deep
So many have not survived
Will you be the lucky one?
Finish him.
Go on and try to defeat us
You can not win this battle
What will be living like without you by my side?
We will all stand strong and defend you
Just stay firm and don't let this defeat you
We are survivalists and none of us are getting left behind
I thought I was there but I still need your words of wisdom
I thought I was there but I still need you need by my side
Survivalists, we all stand strong.




6. ARTICULATION

Don't wait for me
This might take awhile
I will live my life to the fullest extent
I won't live life by the books
I am in a state of destitution
I don't have much to live for
You are my life
You are golden
The articulation of these bones aren't strong enough
This encephalon can only hold so much
And the psychological result of perception
And reasoning is way too much
For you to handle
I know what needs to be done
I can do it on my own
However, I require that you are there with me
All I ask is that you wait for me because this might take Awhile.




7. DESTRUCTION

I am lost for words
This is a science
I have my own techniques
Things won't be the same again
None of you can stop me now
Thing won't ever be the same again.
I drowned myself out
Realism and time has been gone for years
Everything that was keeping me here is destroyed
I know the hardest part for you is to watch me do this to Myself but you have to step back
I have control of everything you have to step back
I have control of everything so sit the fuck back
Things won't ever be the same again.
I am lost for words
I won't come down from this high
None of you can stop me now so just sit the fuck back and Observe
Destruction
It is time for my destruction.




8. DEVASTATION

Why do we suffer?
Why do we feel anguish?
I have seen it all way too closely
I have felt it all way to recently
Is it all really worth the battle?
This force will only leave behind a devastation of blood And demise.
Why wait just to have everything end anyway?
I won't let myself live in regret
We lament the deaths of our loved ones but who is to say That they are not better off?
I know it would improve my biography
We will assemble on another day, in another life
I will see you soon.




9. REJECTION

Are you intentionally killing me?
Can you not see whats going on?
You are oblivious to my depression
My hatred for you has never been stronger but my love for You still wins the battle
Is your heart still warm blooded or have you completely run cold on me?
I know exactly what you thought
You thought you had me beat, well you thought wrong bitch
You're nothing but a piece of clay that this world has Molded into something terrible
This must be a dream because it hurts way too much
This might be reality because it's killing me
This must be reality because it's fucking killing me
My mental imagery has faded into my reality and I can't Tell them apart anymore
I thought we had this all planned out but you rejected all My intentions.
You must have been thinking this since day one
I can see whats going on here
This is a rejection of everything I have work for
You wasted my time and now I'm the only one left to say Goodbye.
This is the end
This is the end of everything
If I could promise you one thing, it's that you'll miss me When I'm dead.




10. ISOLATION

(Instrumental)