- Relase date:
- January 01, 2000
- Death Metal
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1. HEAL THE PAIN
These hard days got me thinkin'
To pass this never ending pain
Heal the pain take the pain away
Please down kick me when i'm down
My goddamn whole life is full of hell,
So what kind of hell do you want me to build
Always feel bitter never feel better
My goddamn whole life is full of hell
I got myself laydown on the ground
Feel so helpless and dying..
Everything turns so disgust when i stayed at home
No more shelter or anything called salvation
Away from home prove i'm the real scumbag
So i begin to hate arrogant people around me
Cross the line.. Revolt !
It's time to.. Revolt !
They ruin my confidence be contemptious of my way
So i try to find my real behaviour in my innerself
Act like chatty boy it's gonna be over
The way i chose is the way you lose
Reaching for something out of sight make me feel so thick
There's nothing better in my life lost everything i ever had
3. LETS FIGHT
Everybody says we're always wrong
But I believe we much strong
Take every spirit inside our heart
Against everything that we had
This is our fight to survive
This is our fight and no one's right
Now it's the time that's right
Cause we know we have to fight
Fight forever don't ever waste
Stop all those fuckin' hate
Get the light and we'll be free
In this fight and we'll see
Get a light our lesson learnt
In this fight our fingers burn
4. M T P M
Lelah topengi diri
Tak ada jalan lain
Bernyanyi sampai mati
Bebas.. Lepas.. Hilangkan segala beban
Semua orang sinis
Kita bebas berulah
Sehelai daun terhempas lepas
Rusak hancur terlindas
Terlupakan tersapu angin
Bercampur debu dan sampah busuk
Hilang.. Rusak.. Hancur.. Mampus
Sehelai daun terbakar kering
Terpanggang bara mentari
Mengering dan semakin layu
Terlupakan terhampas lenyap
Mentari jangan bakar aku
Cukup sudah bagiku untuk tersiksa
Biarkanlah aku terhempas lenyap
Terlupakan tersapu angin malam
6. SAKIT JIWA
Jiwaku terperangkap dalam sekam dan tak pernah lepas
Biar hancur jadi kotoran ludahi aku bukan manusia
Kotor aku terlahir tercampak aku terbuang
Meratap gores sesal di jiwa ku terpuruk bagai anjing tanah
Sakit dan tak terobati berkarat aku dilaknat
Sakit jiwa, Aku memang sakit jiwa !
Siksa sampai liang lahat
Mana siksaan yang paling laknat ?
Penat terhimpit beban hati
Putus asa tiada batas
Rapuh tak pernah berarti
Diri ini semakin meracau
Hilang segala mimpi
Kandaskan segala harapan
Can't explain my feeling don't know right words to say
So i'll do what's right for me although it's wrong
Confuse.. confuse, feel like something in me died
That's enough for me no needs to explain
Nothing be my confident.. Hurt!
Hatred.. Hatred, feel like everything burn
Broken.. Broken, scattered around the gutter
I feel so guilty of being me
I feel so waste of being me
Aku memang tak berpendidkan
Anak Tuhan asuhan setan
Hidup sesat salah kaprah
Aku racun tuk hidupmu
Tidak pantas tuk dicintai
Kepala kosong otakku bolong
Umpat aku sampai puas!
Biar kutelan mentah-mentah
Kau tak akan pernah peduli
Kalian semua tai ! puas ?
Perih aku bawa terbang
Lebih baik ku terbuang.
9. HOMELESS CREW
What have you got from your society
They just make you being pressed down
Do you ever think to break down the wall
And let me be what you wanna be !
Bring your hatred away from home
Let's stand apart from society
Struggling our life survive in the street
Forget the statue that's the way we're
Here we are from the street scream and shout
Hear nothing feel nothing just straight ahead
This is the way we live forget your self
Different mind different styles but keep rebel
10. BLANK PROUDNESS
Let the ocean dissolves away my past
Let the sun burns away my future
Let the god take away my soul
Let me be on my own, let me piss myself off this life
Let the people judge my life
Let me die inside i lost everything..
Sometime to realize that you're well,
Someone must come along and fuckin' hurt you!
I learn my lesson well all from you
To be confident to the way i chose
After all these years of dumped and hatred
Now i'm becoming with no regret
All lesson learn in life never have to feel sorry
I love you once and i'll leave you alone in the end
I arm myself and i extend my whole lifes
Try to remember what the fuck i live for
This great escape to light my sense of thought
And now i've made all the answers of my question
Listen to me..
I'm not kind human who doesn't know to say thanks
But if these all you want here's my graduation and
Don't ever blame me with all these crack words
Look into yourself, these are what you want?
We try to dive our own mind
You just nothing one who dumped me out
Now, i'm becoming with no regret..
11. EVERLASTING HOPES NEVERENDING PAIN
Lay my body down i'm getting restless and tired
Too many problems shock take me down to your embrace
This lonely night feel so long
I hope and pray for better tommorow
Lay my body down trying to release this bond
Too many problem shock take me down to your embrace
This lonely night feel so long
I hope and pray for better tommorow, it was sucks!
I'm alone here stuck on my own mind, fell so sick
I'm surrender and i just shut my mouth and close my eyes
For god's sake i'm getting tired
Too many problems shock, it was sucks!
Shut my mouth close my eyes
So confuse then i drunk this madness seems can release
It's sucks !
I'm sick of being my self !