Abyssic Hate

Life Is a Pain in the Neck tracks


1.Depression Part I - Part II

Far beyond the walls of all safety in a land
Disgusting as the highest of God's heavens
Starved hands keep appearing - clawing
Tearing shreds out of the flesh and mind

And as the sands crawl their unchanging path
All means seemingly focus towards the end
There is no reason to live anymore
When the reason cannot be attained

But the solace lay beyond the darkness
In a land where light and life dwell
Yet soon will come death and the numbing fires
Only then will my mind lie to rest

For I am alone on this world
Enslaved and surrounded by the living dead
Yet still I stand tall as I bleed
Deep from within the cuts upon my skin

2.Suicidal Emotions


My visions are all clouded I see nothing but red

This hatred has now congealed to a near climatic state
Why do I remain here to weaken through the years?
I am so confused - my soul dies all the while

I don't wish to co-exist with this feeble human race
I don't feel the need to be infected with the disease called "life"

A state of mental grief causes my mind great pain
In this emotional state I suffer from despondency

Violent and murderous thoughts
Form deep inside my mind
Dwelling in these sights to the point where I'm insane
Why do I remain alive when I only wish to die?
I am so distressed - my soul rots all the while

I'm surrounded by life-loving shapes that exist without a choice
Your fears of death are covered up by the words 'suicide is weak'

Released from the grip of life's burdening chains
My body devoid of blood and unable to embrace pain

With death I'll grow in strength and might
Fading away without remorse
With death I'll leave this weakened Earth
To become at one with the night

'As dusk falls, the intense darkness of night envelops the sky, causing the sun's demise. Again, I feel the suicidal emotions infecting my soul, detaching me from this fragmented reality, ensuring needless agony upon my being. Time instantly freezes, the hours become seemingly endless. In solitude, I foresee this bleak and bare existence. Suddenly, wounds form upon my body and crimson red stains my flesh. Yet, the wounds are in a different place to what they were previously. And then there comes the pain - the pain that keeps me alive for this day. The pain that will imminently come to and end, one day.'

With death I'll grow in strength and might
Fading away without remorse
With death I'll leave this weakened Earth
I am at one with the night