Across Five Aprils

Life Underwater tracks

Lyrics

1. THE DARKEST OF ROADS

I've been away so long, seems like all we do is wrong
You feed on the weak, but I swallow the strong

It's all I know, to walk the road that I call home (it's all I know)
So off you go to roam alone in the unknown

I've been away so long, seems like all we do is wrong
You feed on the weak, but I swallow the strong

It's all I know, to walk the road that I call home (it's all I know)
So off you go to roam alone in the unknown

So far away from home
This is the only road that I've ever been, I've ever BEEN

It's all I know, to walk the road that I call home
So off you go to roam alone in the unknown

The road I call home




2. FAITH SHAPED PILLS

Run away
Think of the times that make you
Want to stay
Run away
Make this the first time you questioned everything

Swallow
When was the last time you questioned anything?

Run away
Think of the times that make you
Want to stay
Run away
Make this the first time you questioned everything
Swallow
Swallow
Swallow
Swallow

Run away, run away
When was the last time you questioned anything?




3. LIFE UNDERWATER

My light has been extinguished, NOW
The light inside no longer burns bright

I'll be cold everyday
I'll wash it, I'll wash it away

Never surrender; never let them get into your head
It's my light. It's my light
It's my light, remember better than them

I will remember

I'll be cold everyday
I'll wash it, I'll wash it away

Never surrender; never let them get into your head
It's my light. It's my light
It's my light, remember better than them

It's my light. It's my light
I can burn bright or douse it

I SAID, It's my light. It's my light
You can, you can fucking remember

Life underwater. Life underwater

Never surrender, always look for the answer

I'm not thirsty anymore
I'm stronger than I was before
I'm not thirsty anymore
Too far gone, can't see the shore
I'm stronger than I was before
I'm not thirsty anymore




4. THIS MEANS NOT WELCOME

Don't live you life like the walking corpses?
Hands out, eyes up, lack of knowledge abound
Now is the time that we look for the answers
Tonight... Tonight... Tonight

Run away. Run away, little baby
Run away. Run away from the son
Run away. Run away, little baby
This is your life, that's the way that it's done

Why can't we see some things weren't meant to be?
We're getting no answer, getting no answer
There needs to be some rationality
We're getting no answer, getting no answer

Tonight... Tonight... Tonight

Run away. Run away, little baby
Run away. Run away from the son
Run away. Run away, little baby
This is your life, that's the way that it's done

I'll fight for you against these lies they say are true
I'll fight for you; we'll break across and start anew

Run away. Run away. Run away

I'll bite the head off the Virgin Mary
I'll take her down and I'll send her to hell

I'll bite the head off the Virgin Mary
I'll take her down and I'll send her to hell
Don't give a fuck if this vision is scary?
In their minds they've got salvation to sell

Don't live you life like the walking corpses?
You be the wolf; see the prey, take it down
Tonight's the night we're getting some answers
Tonight... Tonight we'll turn it around

Why can't we see some things weren't meant to be?
We're getting no answers, getting no answers
There needs to be some rationality
We're getting no answers, getting no answers




5. I AM THE POLAR BEAR

I walk alone through the deep and the snow
I walk alone
I claim this land for my own

Too many problems to see, then there was me
All of the others agree that we just want to be free

I walk alone through the deep and the snow

Come in the water with me
Come in the water with me




6. DREAMERS DISEASE

Tell me I'm scared
Tell me you're brave
Don't care at all, 'cause I'm the one you'll never save

We're building walls higher and higher
I sleep in ice, that's how you know who we are

Dreamers... Dreamers...
We've got the Dreamers disease
Dreamers... Dreamers...

I wish you could see yourself
You're like a fucking disease
Lay there like that's your problem
You need to get off your knees

All this time you think forgiveness
That's not a real thing
Open up your eyes some time, that's what I
Think of your king

Call us the weak
Call us the strong
Call in the doctor
Just never say that we're wrong

Go kill the noise
Go hug the bar
One finger high, you'll always
Know that we are

Dreamers... Dreamers...
We've got the dreamers disease
Dreamers... Dreamers...

I wish you could see yourself
You're like a fucking disease
Lay there like that's your problem
You need to get off your knees

All this time you think forgiveness
That's not a real thing
Open up your eyes some time, that's what I
Think of your king
We've got the dreamers disease

Burn, burn it down
Burn it down with me




7. IN PHOTOGRAPHS

How many plans start with the others?
I don't wanna be just another one
Tell me all the things that I wanna hear
It's the stutter in your voice that makes
Things very clear

Makes things very clear
Make things very
Make things very clear
Make things very

Make things very clear
Show me the plans that you wanted to
Use to help with your life that we can start anew

I may seem happy in my photographs
Please, don't be fooled by what you see
(Whatever it may be)
Don't think that I'll ever get over that
Some thing's broken inside of me

Make things very clear
Make things very
Make things very clear
Make things very

I may seem happy in my photographs
Please, don't be fooled by what you see

Make things very
Make things very clear

I may seem happy in my photographs
Please, don't be fooled by what you see
(Whatever it may be)
Don't think that I'll ever get over that
Some thing's broken inside of me




8. SNAPE KILLS DUMBLEDORE

Brave boy; don't let them tell you its fine
You've seen them bend and bend and break you
Don't let it happen this time

The feeling is not new and not that they had to lie to you about
Your life
Now that they got you, the bearer of bad news
Nothing will turn out right

And what I'm saying is:
It's not real
It's not fair to me
It's not real
And you mean nothing to me

We'll march five by five, until the day is done
Don't mind the standers by; you're not the only one

Smart girl, stay strong
With every breath, hold on
It's not that you have something to prove
It's not a game. You can't win, you just lose
Once again, you mean nothing to me
Your lack of spine is something to see
I'll sit back and watch you bleed
Is this the way that you wanted to be?

The feeling is not new. And not that they had to lie to you about your life
Now that they got you, the bearer of bad news
Nothing will turn out right

And what I'm saying is:
It's not real
It's not fair to me
It's notreal, It's not real
And you mean nothing to me

Once again, you mean nothing to me
Your lack of spine is something to see
I'll sit back and watch you bleed
Is this the way that you wanted to be?
Don't tempt, don't tempt me
Don't tempt, don't tempt, don't tempt me
Don't tempt, don't tempt me
Don't tempt, don't tempt, don't tempt me
This is not a game
You can't win, you just lose




9. NAIVETY SCENE

I read your mind 1000 times
Long tales of things that bump in the night
Rusted holes in the walls, we paint black everything

Day dreamer, deceiver, lay waste the true believer

I want you to feel all the pain

Their words are safety
Give you a taster of everything
Handfuls of maybes
Don't think that you should wear that ring
We're all just babies
And if you could save me
I'd give you space inside me

There's nothing weak inside of me
There's nothing weak inside me

Nothing weak
Nothing weak
Nothing weak, inside me

There is no truth. There is no rhyme
This shit will happen every time
Rusted holes in the walls, we paint black everything

Day dreamer, deceiver, lay waste the true believer

I want you to feel all the pain

Their words are safety
Give you a taste of everything
Handfuls of maybes
Don't think that you should wear that ring
We're all just babies
And if you could save me
I'd give you space inside of me

There's nothing weak inside of me
There's nothing weak inside me




10. PRAY FOR RAIN

This is a factory
We give you pride for a fee
By land or by sea, we will continue to be

I, I'll fight for mine

Get back to the center
I'll be the never ender
You always look for someone to blame
I will not play that game

Fear of pain means nothing to me
Your lack of heart is something to see
I wish that you would cease to breathe
I'll fight for mine, this you better believe

I shun your lack of heart
I think it's fucking pathetic

You should pray for rain
You should pray for rain




11. MY SINS STACKED TO THE HEAVENS

Break me
Over and over, break me
Over and over and over again
Break me

Maybe i'm sleeping
You're not the only one
Maybe we're dreaming
You're not the only one

Things are strange, i am never broken
Carried away, will you break it for me?
Buried alive with bricks of sorrow
My sins stacked to the heavens
Stacked up to the heavens, yeah
Stacked up to the heavens
Stacked up to the heavens, yeah

Maybe i'm sleeping
Over and over, break me
Maybe we're dreaming
Over and over and over again, break me