Ankor (ESP)

My Own Angel tracks

Lyrics


1. REMAINING

(Let's go!)
You gave us up for dead, but we're back stronger
Than ever you could have believed
Rise up, rise up again
We're coming back to stay

Before all of this ends, we've got more to say
We haven't fallen, fallen
Your ignorance gives us strength to go on ahead
It's never too late, too late

(Shadows are covering me)
Doubts run around inside our minds
(Doubts of how to improve)
Get better in life
(And to stay together
We've never thought about giving up
When things seemed to be dead
We've fought to get them back again)

Days and days looking at
Sunrises coming up
(Once more)

Before all of this ends, we've got more to say
We haven't fallen, fallen
Your ignorance gives us strength to go on ahead
It's never too late, too late

Leaving behind all bad times
Buried forever, once and for all
Maybe we can
Maybe we arrive
We will do it
Oh yeah we still believe

We need the faith to believe in ourselves
And to remain alive
Though even without it we will survive
Have to keep up the fight

Days and days looking at
Sunrises coming up again

Before all of this ends, we've got more to say
We haven't fallen, fallen
Your ignorance gives us strength to go on ahead
It's never too late, too late

Leaving behind all bad times
Buried forever, once and for all
Maybe we can
Maybe we arrive
We will do it
Oh yeah we still believe




2. COMPLETELY FROZEN

An evil step, following her only a heavy breath
She couldn't escape

It was foggier than any other night
Her skin was cold to the bones and her young heart
beating with fear
Only a scream was heard in this lonely night
She started running fast towards the light

Just thinking about it
Freezes my veins and heart
A pain so intense that my soul breaks

Days of pain keep going by
Without your voice time doesn't pass
Each day is so, so much worse than the one before
Time will coldly tear away
All my hope gone do what I may
My memories will play with my tears every day

I know your hands are now completely frozen
I know your lips won't smile again, never again
But now, I cannot believe
(No I cannot believe)
Tomorrow l'll search for you
(Always searching for you)
Though you cannot return

I've never stopped walking so desperately from side to side
Oh, hearing your cries

I have passed through the entire night
Waiting for your sight
I've still got hope, although there's absolute desolation
written on my face
The sun has come back, she never will, no

Just thinking about it
Freezes my veins and heart
A pain so intense that my soul breaks

I will never be with you
Because I know they've taken you
Away from me, and I can only see you in dreams

I know your hands are now completely frozen
I know your lips won't smile again, never again
But now, I cannot believe
(No, I cannot believe)
Tomorrow I'll search for you
(Always searching for you)
Though you cannot return

The sun has come back, she never will, no

Just thinking about it
Freezes my veins and heart
A pain so intense that my soul breaks

I will never be with you
Because I know they've taken you
Away from me, and I can only see you in dreams

I know your hands are now completely frozen
I know your lips won't smile again, never again
But now, I cannot believe
(No, I cannot believe)
Tomorrow I'll search for you
(Always searching for you)
Though you cannot return




3. IT WOULD BE EASIER

Outside it's raining
as hard as inside me.
And you can't control it.
The sky is crying for you (crying for you).

Blame is haunting
and I can't do anything.
You know that my heart
isn't for you.
Sorry but it's true.

I'm between my love and you.
I will never forget it, what you
have done in the past for me.

I need your smile.
But you know who's always
on my mind.

No, please don't worry.
He'll never stop taking care of me.
If you really love me,
really care about me.
Let me be just like I want to be.

(Still raining in my heart,
don't tear me down)

Don't tear me down.

I'm between my love and you.
I will never forget it, what you
have done in the past for me.

I need your smile.
But you know who's always
on my mind.

(And if we could
finally enjoy our lives...)

Going on with this is worse for us.
Let me be just like I want to be.

I'm between my love and you.
I will never forget it, what you
have done in the past for me.

I need your smile.
But you know who's always
on my mind.

Chose him to share all my life.
Even if I lost my soul,
I would do the same.
Chose him to give all my time.
If you could forget me
it would be easier.




4. AWAITING YOUR AWAKENING

Lost memories that are waiting to come alive, once more alive
Deep sighs in the middle of immensity, longing to see

Your hands (again) still touching me
Under my skin there's only yesterday
And perhaps, you cannot awake

Suffering and feeling the worst pain, always I'll be waiting for you,
Always for you
Dreaming that you wake up again, open your eyes and start to cry, To cry you and I

Your hands (again) still touching me
Under my skin there's only yesterday
And perhaps, you cannot awake

I speak without your answer, but I know your hear me
Now feel my voice, listen to me
Do this for me

Seeing again the sky and be
The eternal flame that never stopped, you see
Be able to die, far away from here,
Open your eyes and wake up finally

Oh I'll be waiting for you
Though maybe you cannot return

Your hands still touching me
Under my skin there's only yesterday
And perhaps, you cannot awake

Seeing again the sky and be
The eternal flame that never stopped, you see
Be able to die, far away from here,
Open your eyes and wake up finally

I'll be waiting for you




5. NO MATTER WHAT

You have always worked hard for this
Your eyes express it
You will get further

I've been searching for the answer to luck
But I realize I cannot do more
Because luck can't be looked for
Since luck to you will come

Nobody said it was easy to get
But I feel the same as you and somewhere
I will find my destiny
I will find the way
Which will help me to achieve it

We should live out our dreams, our lives whole
Make your goal become your following departure point
There is more to do
Maybe harder to reach but sweeter to

(No one looks after you
Sometimes you feel alone
But believe me, this makes me stronger, and you too)

See hatred in their eyes, lies in their mouths
Trying to step on all the rest, above you

If you open your eyes and look as far as you can see
Closer to your dreams, you will be

(Surround yourself with your friends
Those who trust you, trust that never ends)

We should live out our dreams, our lives whole
Make your goal become your following departure point
There is more to do
Maybe harder to reach but sweeter to

We should live out, someday,
It will be your turn to help them
No, don't ever forget it, they're counting on you
You shouldn't forget it, they're counting on you
To make their dreams come true




6. MY OWN ANGEL

Another day I wake up to, to the emptiness
Once more again, I can't feel, none of this is real
All I have now is seeing you in this picture
I don't know how to go on living in the dark

I'm still loving all the times
We spent sharing, side by side
And I can't get used to being oh so low, alone

It was a hard winter, there was no life in me
After your death, but then,
Spring came back with a secret seed
You have not left me alone
A part of you is here growing in me

I'm still loving all the times
We spent sharing, yeah, side by side
And I'm starting to have some hope inside me, maybe

Time passes by so fast, my hope has become real
After its birth, no hurt
You've given me a life, oh a brand new life
You have not left me alone
The love we shared I see, eternally

I'm still loving all the times
We spent sharing, yeah, side by side
I can even see your eyes when I look into his

Now look at him, so sure he seems
I think he feels he's never alone
He will be strong, at least I hope
He has the grit to live like you, without you

He knows the steps that you took in this world
And with conviction says, "My own angel will guide me"
My own angel guides my heart

I'm still loving all the times
We spent sharing, side by side
And I feel surrounded by you when I am embracing our son

(My own angel will guide me)

Although you have gone, you will be here forever.




7. PRIDE

Suffering, weeping, all our life
Raping, killing, all our pride
Screaming, fighting, for our life

Ugly nightmares start
For all those who are born like me
Yes I know it's hard to believe
An unwanted birth

'Cause it's a girl who has been born
and her young parents thought
She was punishment sent straight from up high

God has no reason
To believe in us after the pain we caused
Throughout our lives
Raping, killing, all our pride

I feel like shouting all over the world free
As if all the unheard voices of the past were twisting inside me

God has no reason
To believe in us after the pain we caused
Throughout our lives
Raping, killing, all our pride

All our pride




8. REBORN

I cannot look at you, unable to react too
My body takes no more, say why I feel so sore

I never wanted to do you any harm
More worthy do you think your lives are?
And your skin like that cold ice (with my fire) I will break in your eyes

No! This time no, I'll never let you, shut up my voice
There's no fear, I'm not (I'm not afraid)
You can see my light be made

(Are you blind?
I heard my soul and now I don't have pain
So much time crying
From now on fighting)

Don't you see who I am?
That person has now died
There is nothing to fear if you can believe in yourself

There won't be more suffering
Look ahead and begin to live

No! This time no, I'll never let you, shut up my voice
There's no fear, I'm not (I'm not afraid)
You can see my light be made

(Can you see my light?)

You can see my light
That will shine, burning the seas
My entire life, I've been crying and crawling on my knees
You still think I'm the same, look at my eyes
Today they're shining more than the sun's light
(I'm not the same)

No! This time no, I'll never let you, shut up my voice
There's no fear, I'm not (I'm not afraid)
You can see my light be made

(Can you see my light?)

I'm not afraid




9. AGAINST THE GROUND

You could learn from your mistakes
If you saw how others see you
You'd realize it would be better the change you look of a tough guy

You think you are the only one with a gun in his hands
Bloody and fake hands
And so many fools do the same as you
(Show the scars from their fights as if they were a prize)
I have filled the trash with you good intentions

I'd already got tired of waiting for your help
'Cause I knew I would not need more of your fucking lies
And I want to stomp your face against the ground
As you have done since you threw away all your dreams
Changing your way of being

You've broken all we've ever been, now

You think back on with your new friends
The beating you gave to someone
Who was alone and passed you on the street
Ah, you feel so good...

And you go out, go out with your so called exciting friends
Now your best friends
I've seen you change while you've wasting your life
(When we meet in the street, I see the shame you feel)
And you have become someone so alone

I'd already got tired of waiting for your help
'Cause I knew I would not need more of your fucking lies
And I want to stomp your face against the ground
As you have done since you threw away all your dreams
Changing your way of being

I don't know what is happening to you
When you do things intending to hurt me, really only, only you lose

I'd already got tired of waiting for your help
'Cause I knew I would not need more of your fucking lies
And I want to stomp your face against the ground
As you have done since you threw away all your dreams
Changing your way of being

And I want to stomp your face against the ground




10. STARTING OVER

You were left alone
With nowhere to go
No one to care for you
I know you've had bad times too

But you're doing good
You're living your life the way you want to
I can see you've overcome adversity

Though your face shows, if you look close
Don't really know, where you come from
If you look back, turn to the past
You will realize, pain in your eyes

I understand how you're feeling now
You also need some answers, that's in your eyes
You're pretending everything is all right
But there's no use to fight

But you're doing good
You're living your life the way you want to
I can see you've overcome adversity

I also need to make up for my own past
I could never, no, forgive myself
For everything I left behind, now I'm here

I feel low and walked a painful road
Just want to apologize
Trust me and forget the lies

(Find what's missing
Find my regret
Now the memory
Still haunts me)

I also need to make up for my own past
I could never, no, forgive myself
For everything I couldn't do for you
for everyting I left behind, now I'm here

I feel low and walked a painful road
Just want to apologize
Trust me and forget the lies

Let's forget about the past and start
To redeem all lost times
Starting over our lives

In the end
There's hope for us again