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1. RESTLESS MIND

I try not to see, and not to hear
I try not to feel, and not to dream
To taste the fear of a past time

The streets are dark, I walk alone
I feel the frustration of a restless mind
I can't decide if I'm dead or alive
My memories are hunting me down

I try not to see, and not to hear
I try not to feel, and not to dream
To taste the fear of a past time

Now my time has come, it's time to pay
Pay my debts to the human race

I try not to see, and not to hear
I try not to feel, and not to dream
To taste the fear of a past time

My time has come to live the pain
To remind me how I used to be
How I used to take every soul
Every soul that I was looking for




2. LIKE A RIVER OF SAND

You are old and sick
Waiting for the night
Lonely in your heart
The times have been hard

Outside your door
It's snowing, it's cold
Fire won't help
You're freezing your balls

You will raise your hand
To see what's behind
Like a river of sand
Will open your mind

You got to swallow you pride
Eat up your lies
Catching the chance
To get things back

Killing for fun
Your heart is dark
You give your hand
To enslave your lord

You will raise your hand
To see what's behind
Like a river of sand
Will open your mind




3. HATE MY LIFE

In a northern land
Lives a man
Sheltered by his cabin
Against snow and ice

The weather is cold
And the sky is hidden
The days are short
His life is tough

I hate my life

Outside my door
Awaits the shadows
To conquer my soul
I never get rest

Thoughtful and guilty
I'm down on my knees
Begging for pardon
I'll never be free

I hate my life

I'm out of my mind
I'm left to the shadows
I'm tired and weak
They will get me now

I'm riding the winds
I follow my strings
I'm free from my body
You'll never get me

I hate my life

The family is gone
Lonely and scared
Shadows in my mind
Shadows in my heart

I hate my life
Shadows and demons are visiting at night
I hate my lonely life




4. CANIS LUPUS

It's a winter storm - outside my door
I live in a cave - nothing more

Canis Lupus - a shadow of grey
Canis Lupus - hunting you down

I hunt and kill - to get a meal
I walk with the shadows - that noone feels

Canis Lupus - hitting you hard
Canis Lupus - is eating you raw

I'm not alone - I have my gang
Howling at the moon - as in the sky it hangs

Canis Lupus - a shadow of grey
Canis Lupus - hunting you down

Lethal teeth - and great ears
That's our weapon - that's what you fear

Canis Lupus - hitting you hard
Canis Lupus - is eating you raw

Few of us now - the rest have died
We hide ourselves - just to survive
Protected by laws - will strengthen our kind
Maybe it will - change your mind