Adema

Unstable tracks

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CO-DEPENDENT

Most people don't care
Some people just stare
There's so much pressure that my life will feed us
Don't need a reason
I will get even
This is the season where I feel so manic

You hurt yourself and blame me when you fall
Co-Dependent
You have lost control and crashed into a wall
Co-Dependent
You're Co-Dependent

I am a bad seed
It fills my own needs
I never was scared to take my chances
I see the temple
'Cause I'm not social
I've got my own life and you can't stand it

You hurt yourself and blame me when you fall
Co-Dependent
You have lost control and crashed into a wall
Co-Dependent
Life has found a way where karma slaps you in the face
Co-Dependent
You depend on me for everything
You're Co-Dependent
Co-Dependent (x11)
You're Co-Dependent

You hurt yourself and blame me when you fall
Co-Dependent
Life has found a way where karma slaps you in the face
Co-Dependent
You depend on me for everything
You're Co-Dependent (x7)

RIP THE HEART OUT OF ME

I woke up this morning and knew
That the world would test me, come un-glued
Is it me or do you feel my pain?
This world makes my blood boil again

You rip the heart out in me
Rip the heart out in me
You make it look easy
You rip the heart out in me
Rip the heart out in me
Control and deceive me
You rip the heart out in me
Rip the heart out in me

I've tried everything to please you
Gone out of my way like a fool
What makes me break down like a bitch?
It's so hard to crawl out of this ditch

You rip the heart out in me
Rip the heart out in me
You make it look easy
You rip the heart out in me
Rip the heart out in me
Control and deceive me
You rip the heart out in me
Rip the heart out in me

You rip the heart out in me
Rip the heart out in me
You make it look easy
You rip the heart out in me
Rip the heart out in me
Control and deceive me
You rip the heart out in me
Rip the heart out in me (x4)

STAND UP

Abusive
No more (x2)

He says he loves you
but the make-up will not cover up the bruises
he left on you
I've tried to stop the cycle for you,
this relationship is wack
You bastard, don't touch her anymore

Stand Up, Stand Up
He's a drunk and abusive
Stand Up, Stand Up
He thinks that you'll never leave him
Stand Up, Stand Up
I wont let him get near you
Stand Up, Stand Up
Next time's your fault when he hurts you

I think that you should have the chance
to enjoy the friends you have
He wants to erase them
I know that you were trying hard
not to show up but the coward is an asshole
He's SHAMELESS!

Stand Up, Stand Up
He's a drunk and abusive
Stand Up, Stand Up
He thinks that you'll never leave him
Stand Up, Stand Up
I wont let him get near you
Stand Up, Stand Up
Next time's your fault when he hurts you

Abusive
No more (x2)
Abusive
No more (x2)

Stand Up, Stand Up
It's not your fault when he hits you
Stand Up, Stand Up
He thinks that you'll never leave him
Stand Up, Stand Up, Stand Up
He'll always hurt you
Stand Up, Stand Up, Stand Up
One day he'll kill you
Stand Up, Stand Up, Stand Up
He's always hurting you
Stand Up, Stand Up, Stand Up
One day he'll kill you

UNSTABLE

I wanted to know
Who you really are
I needed the chance
To stitch up my scars

I'm closer to you
Than I was in the start
So dive right in
And tear me apart

I'm trapped
And we can't get along
I thought that I was strong
We are so unstable

And then
I'm strung out from your touch
But I won't give you up
We are so unstable

I wanted to learn
About the dark side of you
You bring me down
Like a bottle of pills
I hate the way
That you make me feel
I keep coming back
I never get you

I'm trapped
And we can't get along
I thought that I was strong
We are so unstable

And then
I'm strung out from your touch
But I won't give you up
We are so unstable

You're so unstable (x2)
We're so unstable (x2)

I'm trapped
And we can't get along
I thought that I was strong
We are so unstable

And then
I'm strung out from your touch
But I won't give you up
We are so unstable

I'm trapped
And we can't get along
I thought that I was strong
We are so unstable

And then
I'm strung out from your touch
But I won't give you up
We are so unstable

You're so unstable
I'm so unstable
We're so unstable
I'm so unstable

PROMISES

I went outside to take a walk
So I could re-live memories
I thought that you would lend a hand
But you were never ever there

It's all in your mind
You do what you want to do
Your promises are all played out
You've got to wish you've worn me down
I've treated you the best I could
I realize that I don't need you

I lost my way when you left home
I thought that you could change your life
What did I do? Why do you lie?
You've walked back in
My hands are tied

It's all in your mind
You do what you want to do
Your promises are all played out
You've got to wish you've worn me down
I've treated you the best I could
I realize that I don't need you

It's all in your mind
You do what you want to do
It's all in your mind
You do what you want to me
I'm tired, I'm so damn angry with you

You're not gunna change
I see who you really are

Your promises are all played out
You've got to wish you've worn me down
I've treated you the best I could
I realize that I don't need you

Your promises (x3)
They're all played out

You're so played out (x3)
They're all played out

BLAME ME

I'm always gunna be one life behind
It's why I'm all alone
What's it gunna take to make you see
That we are falling apart?
I wondered can we throw away the past
So we can stop the screaming match?
I'm not gunna break down anymore
I've found my way to the door

I can see through all of the loss
It's an issue of our trust
It's killing me
It's killing me to watch you leave me
Leave me (x2)

I tried to talk about what's really wrong
I see that look of discontent
The volume starts to rise and then it's on
That's why I have to go
Dealing with the pain is all that's left
Because we cannot get along
You want to put the blame on me again
I think that we have reached the end

I can see through all of the loss
It's an issue of our trust
It's killing me
It's killing me to watch you leave
I can see through all of the loss
It's an issue of our trust
You keep blaming me
Blaming me for what you do to me

It's your turn to
Watch me leave you
It's your turn to
Watch me leave you
It's your turn to
Watch me leave you

I can see through all of the loss
It's an issue of our trust
It's killing me
It's killing me to watch you leave
I can see through all of the loss
It's an issue of our trust
You keep blaming me
Blaming me for what you do to me

SO FORTUNATE

I never thought I was strong enough
To handle raising my own son
You'll feel what you've never done
I hope he'll know me when I come home

Nothing's gunna change my love for you
I love my child
He's got his mother's smile
I'm so fortunate
So fortunate
Life can get tight
But I will make it right
I'm so fortunate
So fortunate

Oh... yeah
I had to learn what meant more to me
My families became everything
I miss you more than you'll ever know
I wish that I can just leave, come home

Nothing's gunna change my love for you
I love my child
He's got his mother's smile
I'm so fortunate
So fortunate
Life can get tight
But I will make it right
I'm so fortunate
So fortunate (x2)

Nothing's gunna change my love for you
I love my child
He's got his momma's smile
I'm so fortunate
So fortunate
Life can get tight
But I will make it right
I'm so fortunate
So fortunate

STRESSIN'

The weight of the world has been put on my shoulders
I looked in the mirror and know that I'm older
I try to escape but the rain makes it colder
Why do I let all our problems take over?

There's nothing I can do
There's nothing I can say
We need to try to find a right way

Stressin' Out, Stressin' Out
God has turned his back on me
Stressin' Out, Stressin' Out
There's nothing there for us to say
Stressin' Out, Stressin' Out
God has turned his back
Stressin' Out, Stressin' Out
There's nothing there to blame
To blame

I try to explain what it's doing to me
Arguing over the simplest things
You try to make life how you want it to be
A sad everyday isn't something with me

There's nothing I can do
There's nothing I can say
We need to try to find a right way

Stressin' Out, Stressin' Out
God has turned his back on me
Stressin' Out, Stressin' Out
There's nothing there for us to say
Stressin' Out, Stressin' Out
God has turned his back
Stressin' Out, Stressin' Out
There's nothing there to blame

You're letting me down again
Letting me down again
You're letting me down again
Letting me down again

There's nothing I can do
There's nothing I can say
We need to try to find a right way

Stressin' Out, Stressin' Out
God has turned his back on me
Stressin' Out, Stressin' Out
There's nothing there for us to say
Stressin' Out, Stressin' Out
God has turned his back
Stressin' Out, Stressin' Out
I cannot change the fact
Stressin' Out, Stressin' Out
God has turned his back
Stressin' Out, Stressin' Out
I cannot change the fact
Stressin' Out, Stressin' Out
God has turned his back
Stressin' Out, Stressin' Out
God has turned his back

DO YOU HEAR ME

Are you looking down on me right now?
I feel your presence beem down
Watching you get ill, it changed our lives
Your hand went limp and we cried
I didn't realize you had to go
Emotionless overflow
I wish I had the chance to tell you I'm so sorry

Do you hear me pray to you?
I'm thinking of you
Do you hear me pray to you?
I'm thinking of you

I know that you are in a better place
Somewhere that you can escape
I'm looking for a sign from up above
That you still care and have love
I was really young and didn't know
The pain took over your soul
I wish I had the chance to tell you, I'm so sorry

Do you hear me pray to you?
I'm thinking of you
Do you hear me pray to you?
I'm thinking of you

Work harder
For nothing
To find you
I'm sorry
Work harder
For nothing at all
To find you
You're nowhere

Do you hear me pray to you?
I'm thinking of you
Do you hear me pray to you?
I'm thinking of you

Do you hear me pray to you?
I'm thinking of you
Do you hear me pray to you?
I'm thinking of you

LET GO

I'm sitting on the edge of the water
Contemplating my strange life
The sun starts to fall into the ground
A breeze picks up off the waves
And everything is fine

Let go of all of your pain

I know that I am not alone
Everyone makes mistakes
And starts to learn with time
I am content with who I am
There's nothing more I need to say
I'm happy with my life

Let go of all of your pain
Let go of all of your pain
Let go and you'll escape
You'll be happy with yourself
Let go of all of your pain

Let go of the pain
Let go of all of your pain
Let go of all of your pain
Let go and you'll escape
You'll be happy with yourself
Let go of all of your pain

Let go, let go
And release all this pain
Let go, let go
And release all this pain
Let go, let go
And release all this pain
Let go, let go
Of all of the pain

BETRAY

I watched you change, I never knew
That you would be, Like all the rest
You were so true, too good to be true
I trusted you, and fell apart again

I cannot change the fact, that you're not coming back
So depressed, I'm your slave

Betray me
You're not the one, to be trusted with my love
Betray me
You're not the one, who should be trusted with my love

I had to leave, so I could breathe
I hate to fight, that's not what I want
You were so true, too good to be true
I trusted you, and fell apart again

I cannot change the fact, that you're not coming back
So depressed, I'm your slave

Betray me
You're not the one, to be trusted with my love
Betray me
You're not the one, who should be trusted with my love

I know

I cannot change the fact, that you're not coming back
So depressed, I'm your slave

Betray me
You're not the one, to be trusted with my love
Betray me
You're not the one, who should be trusted with my love

I cannot change the fact, that you're not coming back
So depressed, I'm your slave

NEEDLES

To Live, Do you want to... Live!?
Do you wanna live?
Do you wanna live?
Do you want to live?

I know this girl with a needle in her eye
The red dragons fucking circles through her skull
16 dragons to appease the tracks apon her soul
Grip the shit twice a day, to shut out all the pain

I can't take it anymore
I can't take it anymore.
Take this needle from my vein
Take it from my vein
All I feel is pain
All I feel is pain
Distantly live
My blood stains

The traps around me tell a tale, of what you heal and what you feel
Do you want to live? Do you want to live?
Take that needle, fly away, remove it from your eyes
Do you want to live? Well, do you want to live?

I can't take it anymore
I can't take it anymore.
Take this needle from my vein
Take it from my vein
All I feel is pain
All I feel is pain
Distantly live
My blood stains

When it all comes down, your the one thing in your life
And you make the world that we hate inside
Everything, is crying on me, it's gone, I've been gone, your gone

I can't take it anymore
I can't take it anymore.
Take this needle from my vein
Take it from my vein
All I feel is pain
All I feel is pain
Distantly live
My blood stains

Why does everyone have answers, (problems)
Everybody has answers (problems)

Problems (x18)