Like Moths To Flames

When We Don't Exist tracks

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1. THE WORST IN ME

How can you live with your life
Knowing all this time/that I was right
You finally don't belong
So if we're done here
I think you should bit your tongue
I'm sick of watching you come undone
How can you blame me for the mistakes you made?
I swear I've been here before
And you can't change if you were made that way
You saw the worst in me
And now I can't go back
And now I can't believe
You saw the worst in me
Cold hearts are never warm when you need them to be

I never wanted to be loved by anyone
It was never enough
I won't punish myself for this
These are the choices you've made, so deal with it

So if we're done here
I think you should bit your tongue
I'm sick of watching you come undone
How can you blame me for the mistakes you made?
I swear I've been here before
And you can't change if you were made that way
You saw the worst in me
And now I can't go back
And now I can't believe
You saw the worst in me
Cold hearts are never warm when you need them to be

I never wanted to be loved by anyone
It was never enough
I've got a cold heart
I'll watch you come undone

I never wanted to be loved by anyone
It was never enough
I've got a cold heart
I'll watch you come undone




2. GNF

How did it come to this?
A bitter taste is all I’m left with
I’m losing all of my patience

How did it come to this?
If I’m so wrong
Will you just let me know?
So I can move on and go

I just can’t bring myself
To care about you
You’re somebody else now
I’ll make it through to live another day
Don’t tell me I’m wrong
You don’t know what you have ‘til it’s gone

I don’t give a fuck
About the way you’re feeling
Your mind is dead and empty
There’s nothing I can do
Who will you be when the world gives up on you?
Who will you be when the world gives up on you?

And when there’s no one else to turn to
Don’t say I didn’t warn you

How did it come to this?
A bitter taste is all I’m left with
I’m losing all of my patience

How did it come to this?
If I’m so wrong
Will you just let me know?
So I can move on and go

I just can’t bring myself
To care about you
You’re somebody else now
I’ll make it through to live another day
Don’t tell me I’m wrong
You don’t know what you have ‘til it’s gone
You don’t know what you have ‘til it’s gone

I don’t give a fuck
About the way you’re feeling
Your mind is dead and empty
There’s nothing I can do
Who will you be when the world gives up on you?

I don’t give a fuck




3. NO HOPE

Where there's no hope
How can we make it alive
It's so separated and nothing's alright
We live our lives so lifelessly
It's so hard to exist and not to believe

But I'll die still wondering why
I tried to live my life to let you inside
But I'll die still wondering why
I ever let you into my life

We live our lives to feel like we belong
So we don't care when the good die young
And though there's nothing there
I can make it through
I'm sorry but I swear
I don't need you

We don't live our lives to feel fucking hopeless
But this time you made me hate myself
How did I let you in my mind
Get me out of this life
Just get me out alive

I won't come back again
So separated
Just get me out alive
So separated
When there's no hope
How can it change for the better
I'm at the bottom and I don't remember
The way that it was before
When there's nothing left here anymore

We live our lives to feel like we belong
So we don't care when the good die young
And though there's nothing there
I can make it through
I'm sorry but I swear

I don't need you here
I don't need you here

So we don't care when the good die young
And though there's nothing there
I can make it through
I'm sorry but I swear
I don't need you

We live our lives so lifelessly
There's no hope
We live our lives so lifelessly
There's no hope
How can we make it out alive
We'll never make it out alive




4. YOU WON'T BE MISSED

Don't speak my name like it belongs in your mouth
When everything's the same I just want something else
What makes you better than me?
If you still end up all by yourself
What makes you think that I want to help you now?
Don't come back to me
I'll show the world that I can finally breathe without These words
It's just a story that goes untold
It's just a feeling I've never known before
I won't forgive you for this
So just know that you won't be missed

So don't come back to me
Now that you're gone I can finally breathe again
And I won't forget you
These days here without you are the best that I've ever had
So don't come back to me
Now that you're gone I can finally breathe again
And I won't forgive you for this
So just know that you won't be missed

What makes you better than me?
Look at the person you've become
I know you never tried at all
Don't ever speak my name again
It won't be long until we reach the end
It's just a story that goes untold
But I can breathe and there's room for me to grow
I won't forgive you for this
So just know that you won't be missed

So don't come back to me
Now that you're gone I can finally breathe again
And I won't forget you
These days here without you are the best that I've ever had
So don't come back to me
Now that you're gone I can finally breathe again
And I won't forgive you for this
So just know that you won't be missed

(You won't be missed)
Don't speak my name again
I won't forgive you
I won't forget
(You won't be missed)
Don't speak my name again
It won't be long until we reach the end.




5. FAITHLESS LIVING

So what's the point when
I look around and still feel nothing
Don't say you never saw misery coming
There's only so much I can take

Before my body begins to bend and break
Do you feel agony?
I don't know what I believe
Why does it matter to you?
When will you let me be?

I think I've lost my faith
And I know something in me changed

I've never had a chance to speak for myself
Why was I left here searching for something else?
I've never found a place that I could call my home
So far away from what I've known
So far away from what I've known

So what's the point when
I still don't know why I was put here in the first place
Why is this happening?
Something's changed
I've lost my faith
We were born into a life of hate
I hate everything about of the way you look at me
I hate everything you say and everything you believe

All of this pointless living
Began to ruin you
I hate the person you've become
And what you put me through

I've never had a chance to speak for myself
Why was I left here searching for something else?
I've never found a place that I could call my home
So far away from what I've known

I've never found a place that I could call my home
So far away from what I've known
I've never found a place that I could call my home
So far away from what I've known
I've never found a place that I could call my home




6. YOUR EXISTENCE

It will never exist,
No matter how many times that you
Play this out,
When will it fucking set in?
Your memories and everything about me,
Are slowly fading

Remember me as the one that got away,
And I'll remember you and everything,
That you will never change

This world is mine,
There's nothing for you,
So don't think that I,
Will find respect for you,
I was the one,
That you could turn to,
But this world is mine,
And there is nothing from you

You'll sort this out,
When you find it falling apart,
And after everything even my family,
Expected nothing from you

Expecting something from me,
Are these your memories?

Remember me as the one that got away,
And I'll remember you and everything,
That you could never be

Even my family

You took everything from me,
My life and my self esteem,
And now I'm taking you with me,
I'm taking this,
I am bringing you to the
Bottom of this

This world is mine,
And I am everything that you could ever love,
This world is mine

And I am everything

You took everything from me

My life and my fucking self esteem,
You took everything from me,
My life and my family

I will bury you and
Everything that you believe in.




7. TROPHY CHILD

Your dreams, they slowly fade.
So uncommitted and it's such a waste.
You're left alone and afraid.
Now just confine your problems,
And figure out your own way to solve them.

I'm not sorry.

I'm not sorry for all the things I've said,
Go fuck yourself if you can't handle it.

Don't act like you're the one who's innocent.
Have you still learned nothing from this?
When will you face your shameful actions?

Don't act like you're the one that's better off.
I know that you planned this
To just let go it didn't matter the cost.

I'll never need the things you're offering.
You turned your back on me,
It's such a shame to see.

When we believed we all could live out our dreams,
We all stood up for something.
Now that you're left with nothing,
Don't act like you're better off.
Cold conscious slowly fading,
You can't get back what you've lost.

Your conscious is slowly fading away,
Go face the path you've paved.

I watched your dreams die,
They fell in front of your eyes.
Watch your dreams die,
They fell in front of your eyes.

I'll never need the things you're offering.
You turned your back on me,
It's such a shame to see.

When we believed we all could live out our dreams,
We all stood up for something.
Now that you're left with nothing,
Don't act like you're better off.
Cold conscious slowly fading,
You can't get back what you've lost.

Cold conscious slowly fading,
Cold conscious slowly fading.
You can't get back what you've lost.




8. MY OWN GRABE

Just stay away,
Stuck in a hole that's too deep for me to climb out.
There's no where left for me to go,
So just leave me here on my own.

Stay away,
I've had enough and you've pushed me too far.
I know that I will be okay,
So just leave me here on my own.

My own grave!

When we don't exist,
Then there's something to miss.
And when we don't remember,
Well then how can they say forever?

My mind won't let me think clearly,
I'm too far gone and I don't know if you can hear me.Stay away,
I've had enough and you've pushed me too far.
I know that I will be okay,
So just leave me here on my own.

My mind won't let me think clearly,
I don't know if this is where I'm supposed to be.

We don't need to be reminded
Of the nightmares that we can't forget.
They made me feel alive,
But lately I don't sleep at night.
We don't need to be reminded
Of every tragic path we take,
That leads our lives into the grave.

Just stay away,
I've had enough and you've pushed me too far.
I know that I will be okay,
So just leave me here on my own.

My own grave!

When we don't exist,
You'll know you deserved it.
When we don't exist,
You'll know you deserved it.

My mind won't let me think clearly,
I'm too far gone and I don't know if you can hear me.
My mind won't let me think clearly,
I don't know if this is where I'm supposed to be.

We don't need to be reminded
Of the nightmares that we can't forget.
They made me feel alive,
But lately I don't sleep at night.
We don't need to be reminded
Of every tragic path we take,
That leads our lives into the grave.

I'll never close my eyes,
These nightmares still keep me alive through the night.
I'm losing my grip on live.

I'll never close my eyes,
These nightmares still keep me alive through the night.
I'm losing my grip on live.




9. SOMETHING TO LIVE FOR

These thoughts tried to being me down,
The soulless pulling underneath the ground.
And darkness finally it sinks in.
This is the last thing I thought I'd see.
I've got some demons and they're all still a part of me.

I still have something to live for,
How can you tell me we're not in hell anymore?
I still have something to die for,
I won't let my past define me anymore.

What don't you understand?
We can't progress is you refuse to forget.
There's something we can learn from this.

But it's the last thing I've ever thought I'd see,
I've got some demons and they're all still a part of me.

I knew that it would not last,
You can't keep holding this above my head.
I've tried to better myself but you still never forget,
You can't keep holding this above my head.
I've tried to change but the darkness is all that's left.

I don't regret my past,
We all need something that we can learn from.
The things that help bring us back.
I don't regret my past,
You said this time it'd be different.
But I knew that it wouldn't last.

These thoughts still bring me down,
The soulless haunting everything around.
How long can they play this out
Before I can't go on any longer?
Invite the darkness as it's growing stronger.

I still have something to live for.
I still have something to live for.

I still have something to live for,
I won't let my past define me anymore.

I knew that it would not last.

You can't keep holding this above my head,
I've tried to change but the darkness is all that's left.

I don't regret my past,
We all need something that we can learn from.
The things that help bring us back.
I don't regret my past,
You said this time it'd be different.
But I knew that it wouldn't last.

I don't regret my past,
We all need something that we can learn from.
The things that help bring us back.
I don't regret my past,
We all need something that we can learn from.
I knew it wouldn't last.




10. REAL TALK

There's no one to call your own

You watched them bury me,
You are the darkness that spreads through my body,
You watched them bury me,
You are the darkness that's growing inside me

Now we can take some time,
I've been fine,
So just believe,
You're dead inside,
We're dead inside,
You were the death of me

I'll take some time,
If you've been fine did you believe,
that I can't take back what's mine,
I'll take two years and I'll

Take some time,
But I'll be fine,
I'll be there waiting for you,
Take some time,
I've been fine,
I've been here waiting for you

I'll sit and I'll watch this crumble, beneath your feet,
How many times until you remember everything,
No one to love, and you're so dead inside,
No one to love, so now I'm taking back what's mine

Your life won't change the world,
So stop pretending,
But take your time to come back to me,
We'll all be waiting,
I'll stay out but I won't follow you down,
I'll keep my feet in my grave,
Bury my head in the ground
In the ground,
You watched them bury me,
You are the one I regret,
They took my head and they buried me
In the ground,
You watched them lie to me,
You are the one I regret,
I'll take my head and I'll bury it

Now we can take some time
Take some fucking time,
But I've been fine,
I've been here waiting for you,

I'll take some time,
If you've been fine did you believe,
That I can't take back what's mine,
I'll take two years and I'll

Take some time
But I'll be fine,
I'll be there waiting for you,
Take some time,
I've been fine,
I've been here waiting for you

Take your time and wait,
We'll be here waiting for you,
Take your time and wait,
I've been here waiting for you.




11. PRAISE FEEDER

So please help me cause I can't believe
Won't you help me cause I don't believe in this world

Lost my way back
It's safe to say I had this coming
Lost myself again
I've been searching but found nothing

Can't make me whole again
No matter what you try
You can't wash away my sins
Still feeling worthless
Without something to give me purpose

How will I find my way out of this?
Why did I do this to myself again
They said the water would wash away all my sins

I never believe them
They can't escape from the changing seasons
Too numb to know what I've been feeling
Don't preach at me like I need your healing

Lost my way back
It's safe to say I had this coming
Lost myself again
I've been searching but found nothing
I can't find the truth in the lies
No matter how hard I try
So please help me cause I can't believe
Won't you help me cause I don't believe in this world

Can't make me new again
No matter what you think
I've given up on everything
Still feeling worthless
Without something to give me purpose

Giving up on myself has never looked so inviting
Giving up on myself has never looked so inviting

How will I find my way out of this?
Why did I do this to myself again
They said the water would wash away all my sins

Lost my way back
It's safe to say I had this coming
Lost myself again
I've been searching but found nothing
I cant find the truth in the lies
No matter how hard I try
So please help me cause I can't believe
Won't you help me cause I don't believe in this world

They said the water would wash away all my sins
I never believe them